We may not
speak the same language but it is amazing how quickly our little quirks catch
up to us. Within a week a good friend here said “you Timid! Why are you timid?
God wants us to share out talents.” They are begging me to sing in front of
church again. They are right we are to share our gifts. I am still trying to
explain that God gifts us in different ways. Mine is NOT to be in front of a crowd
singing into a microphone!
Pray for Rodline! |
We
talk often about what God wants of us. I am reminded that it is not about how perfect
we are. It’s about laying at the feet of our Savior all we have to give and
then trusting Him with the rest. It could be a mediocre voice; an unsure
attempt to organize a clinic in Rural Haiti; or a goat eaten batch of trees. It
all will glorify Him if we simple give our all and surrender the end results to
Him. God doesn’t want our self-absorbed attempts at perfection. He wants our
all, and then He fills in the rest. It’s about our relationship with Him.
Trusting Him. Faithfulness in listening to what He has called us to. We will
never be perfect and attempting to achieve that is the pride of flesh. God
doesn’t want our perfection. He wants our wholehearted trust and the best of
what he has equipped us with. You see God give us each exactly what we need to
glorify Him in what he has called us to.
Mattthew 11:28-30
28 “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and
I will give you rest. 29 Take my yoke upon you and learn from me,
for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30 For
my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”
THE MORINGA
UPDATE
Last Friday
a goat climbed up to the second story of our house and ate 30 of my 50 Moringa
trees. After being upset for a bit I gave the Moringa project to the Lord.
“These are Your trees Lord, If You want Moringa trees here at EGO then You need
to protect them!” I felt very peaceful about this deal. Surely God was going to
protect these last trees since they were His.
Today
Wisley, Pastor Milo, and I worked on fixing the fence of the transplant
location for the trees. Wisley and I meticulously put up barbwire and patched
holes. Pastor Milo put up a very sturdy metal gate. Confident in our handy work
we decided to plant 10 trees.
Three hours later, I returned to take a
picture and found not a trace of those trees. What I did find was little hoof
prints. Now, I went to Wisley and told the sad tale. His jaw dropped and said
your joking! We went back and inspected for where the goat could have entered.
We saw what we had missed before. Hidden behind the cherry tree on the west
side was a hole in the fence. It was just large enough for a little goat to
fit. At this point I just laugh. Who would have thought all of us would have
missed that hole.
Wisley
insisted we should plant more, and I tried to explain to him I didn’t have any
more seeds. He then shook his head and walked off.
Five
minutes later he walk back with two hands full of Moringa seeds. Now it was my
turn to drop my jaw. “Where did you get
those!”
“The trees behind the guest house.”
He then
showed me the three full, grown Moringa trees with hundreds of seedpods.
Apparently he had found them today while playing soccer.
Moringa Tree at EGO |